The other Lays'

I have been meaning forever to get on here and rattle on about something stupid but i have been sooooo busy with school and other things! My blog has been on the bottom of the list! I really dont have nothing to show for it but this little video im going to post below!

I had to do an experimental film well more like short story or something interesting and tell it in a way that you have to think about it and figure it out yourself! and this is what I came up with =)

The other Lays'

I dont want to make love......

I WANT TO MAKE LOVE LAST!

So today this was requested by Tabitha! Why she wants me to write about how to make relationships last....I really should be asking her! I mean she is the one that is married! So I have pondering on this allll day long! How do you make a relationship work? and how do you make it last!

Honestly! I love the idea and the concept behind the quote! But it reminds me of a quote that I would have pulled out of my 8th grade quote book (YES, the one that Molly Brown lost<----thats another blog story) but anyways! i dont think love is something that you MAKE last! Yes i mean along the way you have to put alot of effort into it and you have to look past the differences between you and you partners!! I dont know! MAKE just seems like a strong word! I mean my grandparents have been married 40 something years and I have never heard my nanna say "I had to make our love last" The love is going to last as long as it can or as long as its meant to be! Too bad for others sometimes its shorter than the other likes! You cant make something go and you cant make something fit! 

But what do I know?  Im 22 and I have only SERIOUSLY dated 3 people in my life! and every time it has been different! The first two definitely prepared me for where i am at now! I know what its like to TRY to make a love last and i can tell you right now it wasnt worth it! I look back now and just laugh!! Im sooooo greatful for the relationship I have with Jared!! I mean of course we have our lil arguments and fights.....who doesnt? but I feel like our relationship is more stress free because we dont force nothing!  We just work! okay haha im not going to say nothing more! i dont want to sound too cheesy!

Can we say......

Stressed? bitchy? Tired?

This was suppose to be fun for me! As I do enjoying writing on here I never have time!!! AGHHH! And im soooo frustrated I feel as if allll I would ever do on here is bitch! But maybe this is what this is for!! I mean maybe I should just use this as my scapegoat! that way Jared(my boyfriend), friends, or family wouldnt HAVE to listen to it! and this way I can get it out allll on here and YOU have the choice whether or not you want to read it! i mean either way I could care less! I have 2 followers and I dont even know if they read this! Sooo I wonder if I could use real names! I mean this is called the "Ugly Truth" so what do I care if I call someone out and use there real name!!! Nooo that would be shameless! I think im going to start telling stories about people and you alias names!! That would be fun wouldnt? Well, Lets get ugly! and Truthful! what to talk about this week?

Lets talk the general terms for whore, slut, ho, tramp, floozy, harlot, hoochie, and tramp! etc. etc.

Its 2010 and we are still using these words!!! Tooo bad for others the definition of these words have expanded and you could be classified as one of the above and not know it!  Well glad that im here to put this in perspective for you!  So yes 12 years ago alllll these words would basically ONLY describe you based on how many people you have HOOKED up with! First, let me define hook up! This is  not Laguana Beach! Hook up is not kissing it sexual intercourse!! They always killed me on that show! So and So hoooked up! and im like WHAT? I mean like are they talking about kissing or sex!! Whatever back to the point!

Well newsflash girls! its no longer that number of guys that you have been with even though year after year it gets longer! And I do know that alot of my friends well 1 or 2 that are single moms that people call you names because your single mother, well can you breathe because for once we are not talking about you! But these are the people we are talking about:

 If...............
you shop at the Goodys,5-7-9,or the body shop! your fingernails are as long as your pinky, you work or have worked at Jimmys, visions,or etc., if you have more than 1 kid by different people and your under the age of 25, if you spray tan so much you look orange, your eyeliner is thicker than your eyeborws, you have a different guy every week on your facebook, your hair color is half and half for example: Blonde on top black on bottom, you smoke a tan filter cigarette,if you have a tatto on your titty, you are 21and older and you still do keg stands,your top eyeshadow is white, you make out with random people at the bar(one time is ok), and the list goes one!

But the main reason you get called this if you are a triffling one! LADIES if a guy is taken he is taken! Point Blank! Married or Boyfriend/Girlfriend or just plain dating !! They are off limits!!Regardless if the boy spoke first, have some respect for yourself and the girl! Im sooo sick and tired of hearing people say well it takes two! WELL NEWSFLASH!You dont have to talk them! I mean who wants to be number 2! So get over yourself! I know they say you always want what you cant have! Just dont do it at someone elses expense! and if your that desperate for attention, I dont know what to tell you! Dont look this way!

So basically ladies! Who cares how many partners you have? Whats one more number!! I mean you are going to get called one of those names regardless! 

In or Out.....

Who decides this? Does it even matter anymore?

I feel like I have finally exited from the Mean Girl World and entered the Real World! I dont know exactly what it was like to be on the outs nor do I even know myself if I have ever been in the in. 

But either way....I have the feeling that although im in the Real World some others are still stuck in the Mean Girl World! Toooo Bad with previous experience I can handle them! Even if they are 10 years younger or 40 years older!

And so it begins.....

I find myself staring at this screen multiple times a week for many different reasons.  And I have found myself getting more stressed than enjoyment with this machine in the past months! How has something I have enjoyed so much......start to bring me down in many ways! It all ranges from from Facebook to School.

As you probably can guess most of the time its FACEBOOK but here lately.....it has been a major pain in my ass. What use to be fun for me when I joined in 2005 is now no longer!  It has been taken over by parents, grandparents, people  who complain 24/7, and people who just dont belong there. I remembered when I joined about 5 years ago it was all about being connected and having as many friends as possible.  And the now over the past year its get rid of people rather than add people. I could go on for hours about this but i will save them all for later posts.

And the other reason is school.  Im a communications major!! which in my world that means I love to talk, communicate, share my voice.....all of the above!!  My world involves NO writing! writing is a very weak area for me! Im a very strong communicator even if my vocabulary is not broad! My learning and writing due to school has confined me to writing about stuff i have no interest in and guidelines i don't want to follow! I have a paper due every other day! It gets very stressful and boring!

SO HERE IT IS!

this is allll about me! what i want to write about! mispelled words incorect punctuation and stuff that does not make sense! Im going to get back to the basics of writing......writing to my enjoyment! and along the way expressing myself and learning about myself! alllll to my satisifaction!